It’s crazy right? I cannot believe it’s 2020.  The end of a decade or the beginning of a decade? Seems to be some argument and honestly whatever.  I’m just thankful to be alive and I am truly blessed.  What does this new year bring for me?  Is it the same ole same ole?  Nope! Not one bit.  Am I on a weight loss journey?  Absolutely.  However, in all fairness, I have gained too much weight and I definitely need to get it under control.  Am I going to watch my spending?  Absolutely.  I have wasted too much money and have bought a lot of unnecessary things so it’s time to take that money and put it into my savings account.  Now that the obvious is out of the way, I’ll talk about some other things that I will FOCUS on in 2020.

FOCUS is my word in 2020.  I need to focus on finishing school.  I need to focus on being positive. I need to focus on my mental health.  I need to focus on my physical health.  I need to focus on my water intake.  I need to focus on my future.  I need to focus on my finances. I need to focus on being consistent.  I need to focus on staying on track.  I need to focus on me. I spend so much time focuses and worrying about everyone else, that I tend to forget about me.  I am not going to be selfish but I’m going to be a little selfish.  I’m not wonder woman but everyone around me thinks I am and because of this, it has taken it’s toll on me both mentally and physically.

Today I decided to take a social media break.  I logged out of everything.  At first I started to disable my accounts but then I just decided to log out and unplug.  It’s amazing how much social media can consume our lives without us really being aware that it is happening.  I have read today.  Watched a little bit of television.  Cleaned out my closet and did a lot of de-cluttering today.  I gave myself a facial, a pedicure and now I’m blogging.  I want to get back to the things that made me happy and kept my mind in a positive space.  Everything else to me was too negative and I feel I have let it somewhat consume a part of me that I shouldn’t have.  I’m always going to be a work in progress but as long as I keep moving in this direction, I’ll be fine.

What are you doing different in 2020?

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